January 2010
#33:
‘I miss you so much, it hurts.’ What a shocker, exactely what i wanna say to him.
Im dieing to see this movie… D’:
Whata mood killer. :'[
He never replieddd! D’:
Why is it that the people you dont like, like you. But then the people you fall HARDEST for just cant seem to like you? Fml. Ughh, WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!
Everything shitty happens to me, i SWEAR to God. >:’[
…i just want you to love me the way i love you… :[
damnit.
So,
Im seriously considering walking back to Florida. No joke. I absolutely hate it here, and my dad. Why me? What the hell did i ever do to deserve to lose all my friends, my home, my LIFE! Nothing. Nothing what so ever. And this is how i get treated. Awesome…
As i lay in bed, i start to think.
But not just any thoughts, our last kiss<3 I cringe my pillow, just thinking of how if felt, the way you take things slow. Hearing Monica in the background, ‘Wait! Their sucking face right now!’ haha! The way we both laughed in the middle of our moment, makes me smile instantly(: You had your hands around my waist & i had mine around your neck. Just thinking about it makes my...
This is how it should have went;
So, i think your the most incredibleist person i have ever laid my eyes on. I look at your picture and i instantly get butterflies and a smile that wont seem to fade away[: I scream into my computer screen ‘WHY WONT YOU BE MINE! YOU BELONG WITH ME! I LOVEEEE YOUUUUUU! WHY CANT YOU JUST SEE THAT!?’ looking like a complete idiot. But i dont care, cause i mean every word of it. Those 2...
